today.. israk mikraj... so kedah cuti.. and i am bored.. no mood for studying.. and lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling and flash back the memories i used to have before... my memories when i am with my friends...
well.. yes i do miss my friends.. i'm kind of person who easily appriciate people who came into my life.. if you be nice to me.. i'll be a million times nice to you.. that
's my type.. and if you dont... or if you're a kind of person who just be nice to me for something.. that i will felt like wanna shout straight to your face.. that i hate you so much... oh well.. i just dont have the gut...
people cames and go.. my friends.. have their own life... and i have mine.. since i am married now.. so.. a lot of limitation had been add up to my life.. i'm no free like a bird anymore.. yerlah.. dah jadik isteri orang katakan.. my bestfriend would be my husband.. hahahaha...
whatever it is.. do miss a time when i spent times with my friends... hmmm if you people see me now.. you will see me as someone who is introvert.. or close minded.. or.. kampung.. ..skema.. budak baiklah katakan..hahaha.. but to tell ya the truth.. i do have my social life.. and i do have my extraordinary social life.. before.. something that sometimes make me sit and wonder how can i go that far.. oh well.. some people do get young... hahahahaha..
if i compared my family to mazran family.. well my family are more social lah. yerlah my mum is business women.. and masuk persatuan itu ini.. so people always came to our house.. for us.. everyone is our friends.. and mum thought me to be nice and ikat silaturrahim with other.. and i guess that's why.. sy nie walaupun peringkat paling teruk/susah berkawan dengan manusia.. i do have friends.. and i do get married...
tapi mazran family.. x adalah social mane.... mcm rumah sy.. x putus2 datang orang kat umah.. almost everyday.. ada kawan/saudara mara datang... x pernah sunyi umah saya.. mak sy pun x suka umah sunyi.. jadik umah hantu..hahaha.. hmm.. so bila kahwin dengan mazran.. sy punya social life pun dah menurun.. sy pun x naklah jadik isteri yang lawan suami.. suami x berkawan mane.. tapi isteri mengatal kawan sana sini...so me and my friends.. just contact melalui phone.. or kadang2 jumpa.. and i do miss my old times...
skrang di uitm.. hardly to find someone that i can call my friends.. mostly just people that i would like to call.. someone that i know.. not that they are not nice.. they are nice..but i'm just not comfortable with them.. i have a different view about life... and they just dont share the thing.. maybe because most of them.. semua childish kot..hahaha.. tapi rasa sy.. kawan2 sy dulu2 lagi childish.. but they tend to know when is the right time to get serious.. hmmmm....
lastly.. just nk cite.. i do miss my old times.. nk isap shisha.. nk lepak kat hartamas.. nk carik hantu kat highland tower... nk jejak kaki kat club(.. hahahah.. tipu aje).. nk gi tengok2 orang shuffle.. nk.. lepak2 kat kedai mamak.. (bukan buat apa2 pun.. just menikmati angin malam sambil cakap2)... x seronoklah menikmati angin siang2 yang panas2.. nie..
i have those memories not to show off to people that i do have life.. coz no matter how you live that's your life.. there is no such thing like if you have a social life... means you do have a life... i did not proud of what i did in my life.. especially when i did those crazy thing.. i love to do all those stuff.. mcm lepak2.. isap shisha.. sbb that's the way i love to enjoy my life..hahahaha....
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
For the first time
Dlm Handphone my hubby ada lagu "for the first time".. sy x tahu sape yang nyanyi.. sbb x ambik perhatian sangat kat tajuk dia.. cuma lirik dan lagu dia yang sy suka...
sy x dapat nk letak youtube lagu tue kat sini.. sbb line internent kat uitm nie slow sangat2... so sy just paste kan lirik dia kat sini...
Are those your eyes
Is that your smile
Ive been looking at you forever
Yet I never saw you before
Are these your hands holding mine
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time Im seeing who you are
I cant believe how much I see
When youre looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time
Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning
And are you the same you
Its all so strange
How can it be
All along this love was right in front of me
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time Im seeing who you are
I cant believe how much I see
When youre looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time
Such a long time ago I had given up
On finding this emotion ever again
But youre here with me now
Yes I found you somehow
And Ive never been so sure
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time Im seeing who you are
Cant believe how much I see
When youre looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time
For the first time
bila dengar lagu nie.. sy teringatlah saat2 kami bercouple dulu.. memang indah sangat.. saya harap sy dapat putarkan balik masa.. dan kami boleh hidup gembira mcm dulu...hehehehehe....
Hubby sy adalah lelaki pertama yg saya cintai dengan sepenuh hati sy.. kiranya suami sy nie first love sy... memang mase sekolah dulu adalah crush2 kat orang.. tapi husband sy nielah yang sy serious..
Date pertama sy adalah dengan suami sy..lelaki pertama yang sy hold hand(pegang tangan).. adalah suami sy.. lelaki pertama yg suapkan makanan kat saya dengan tangan dan sudu.. adalah suami sy.. lelaki pertama yang kiss sy....and lelaki pertama yang kahwin dalam hidup sy..
banyak sangat benda2 pertama kali berlaku dalam relationship sy dengan suami sy... macam.. sy x pernah makan kat tempat makanan mahal2.. tapi dialah lelaki pertama yang bawak sy makan makanan mahal2... pertama kali bawak sy makan mexican phone ( chilis).. lelaki pertama yg buat sy rasa yang hidup nie sangat bermakna.. dan sangat indah....
Honestly.. masa sy sekolah menengah dulu.. sy ada masalah dalaman sikit.. sbb tertekan dengan banyak benda dulu.. and hubby sayalah yang datang dalam hidup sy..ajak sy bercouple... ajar sy yang best sangat hidup bercinta cintun nie.. hehehe.. and dialah yang buat sy realized.. memang hidup sy nie best dan bermakna sangat... daripada dialah sy cuba appriciate semua benda dalam hidup sy.. maybe suami sy sendiri pun x realized yang dia dah banyak bagi perubahan dalam hidup sy...hehehe.. tapi memang betul... oh yerrrr... dia jugaklah lelaki pertama yang melamar sy...hahahahah..
sy sayang hubby sy.. from the first time sy chat dengan dia.. sy ingat lagi ayat pertama masa dia mula2 chat dengan ayang " berapa hantaran kahwin awak?"... sy x pernah lupa... masa tue sy ingat dia nie gila ke ape.. tanya bende2 mcm tue.. biasanya orang lain akan start chat dengan "hi".. "salam" or paling teruk pun "asl" ( Age/sex/location)...hahahaha... tapi suami sy ni lain.. dan tu yang buat sy syang dia sangat2..
To abang...
just want you to know.. ayang x pernah lupakan masa kita berdua2.. ayang x pernah lupa kenangan kita.. i love you so very much.. and i know nothing could compare my love to you... from the first time kita bagi tahu that we love each other.. kalau abang ingatlah.. malam 25 december 2004.. i confessed that i love you so much...sampai hari nie.. my love x pernah kurang..
abang.. ayang nak abang tahu.. i truly cannot live without abang.. ayang try to stay strong.. masa ayang kat sungai petani.. tapi the truth is.. ayang not that strong.. most everynight.. i went to sleep with tears...
and.. ayang x leh nk imagine mcm mane ayang nk idup tanpa abang.. it is not just a words abang.. memang ayang x boleh hidup tanpa abang... abang adalah a part of my life...
p/s : dulu kalau abang ingat masa kita couple.. ayang selalu tanya abang 1+1= berapa?.. and abang cakap 14.. ayang x tahu kenapa abang pilih 14 instead of millions numbers in this world... realized it or not.. abang perasan tak.. 14 tu adalah tarikh kita akhirnya jadi suami isteri.. impian kita tercapai.. alhamdulillah
1+1=14
abang + ayang = 14/12/2007 ( tarikh kita nikah)
sy x dapat nk letak youtube lagu tue kat sini.. sbb line internent kat uitm nie slow sangat2... so sy just paste kan lirik dia kat sini...
Are those your eyes
Is that your smile
Ive been looking at you forever
Yet I never saw you before
Are these your hands holding mine
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time Im seeing who you are
I cant believe how much I see
When youre looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time
Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning
And are you the same you
Its all so strange
How can it be
All along this love was right in front of me
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time Im seeing who you are
I cant believe how much I see
When youre looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time
Such a long time ago I had given up
On finding this emotion ever again
But youre here with me now
Yes I found you somehow
And Ive never been so sure
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time Im seeing who you are
Cant believe how much I see
When youre looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time
For the first time
bila dengar lagu nie.. sy teringatlah saat2 kami bercouple dulu.. memang indah sangat.. saya harap sy dapat putarkan balik masa.. dan kami boleh hidup gembira mcm dulu...hehehehehe....
Hubby sy adalah lelaki pertama yg saya cintai dengan sepenuh hati sy.. kiranya suami sy nie first love sy... memang mase sekolah dulu adalah crush2 kat orang.. tapi husband sy nielah yang sy serious..
Date pertama sy adalah dengan suami sy..lelaki pertama yang sy hold hand(pegang tangan).. adalah suami sy.. lelaki pertama yg suapkan makanan kat saya dengan tangan dan sudu.. adalah suami sy.. lelaki pertama yang kiss sy....and lelaki pertama yang kahwin dalam hidup sy..
banyak sangat benda2 pertama kali berlaku dalam relationship sy dengan suami sy... macam.. sy x pernah makan kat tempat makanan mahal2.. tapi dialah lelaki pertama yang bawak sy makan makanan mahal2... pertama kali bawak sy makan mexican phone ( chilis).. lelaki pertama yg buat sy rasa yang hidup nie sangat bermakna.. dan sangat indah....
Honestly.. masa sy sekolah menengah dulu.. sy ada masalah dalaman sikit.. sbb tertekan dengan banyak benda dulu.. and hubby sayalah yang datang dalam hidup sy..ajak sy bercouple... ajar sy yang best sangat hidup bercinta cintun nie.. hehehe.. and dialah yang buat sy realized.. memang hidup sy nie best dan bermakna sangat... daripada dialah sy cuba appriciate semua benda dalam hidup sy.. maybe suami sy sendiri pun x realized yang dia dah banyak bagi perubahan dalam hidup sy...hehehe.. tapi memang betul... oh yerrrr... dia jugaklah lelaki pertama yang melamar sy...hahahahah..
sy sayang hubby sy.. from the first time sy chat dengan dia.. sy ingat lagi ayat pertama masa dia mula2 chat dengan ayang " berapa hantaran kahwin awak?"... sy x pernah lupa... masa tue sy ingat dia nie gila ke ape.. tanya bende2 mcm tue.. biasanya orang lain akan start chat dengan "hi".. "salam" or paling teruk pun "asl" ( Age/sex/location)...hahahaha... tapi suami sy ni lain.. dan tu yang buat sy syang dia sangat2..
To abang...
just want you to know.. ayang x pernah lupakan masa kita berdua2.. ayang x pernah lupa kenangan kita.. i love you so very much.. and i know nothing could compare my love to you... from the first time kita bagi tahu that we love each other.. kalau abang ingatlah.. malam 25 december 2004.. i confessed that i love you so much...sampai hari nie.. my love x pernah kurang..
abang.. ayang nak abang tahu.. i truly cannot live without abang.. ayang try to stay strong.. masa ayang kat sungai petani.. tapi the truth is.. ayang not that strong.. most everynight.. i went to sleep with tears...
and.. ayang x leh nk imagine mcm mane ayang nk idup tanpa abang.. it is not just a words abang.. memang ayang x boleh hidup tanpa abang... abang adalah a part of my life...
p/s : dulu kalau abang ingat masa kita couple.. ayang selalu tanya abang 1+1= berapa?.. and abang cakap 14.. ayang x tahu kenapa abang pilih 14 instead of millions numbers in this world... realized it or not.. abang perasan tak.. 14 tu adalah tarikh kita akhirnya jadi suami isteri.. impian kita tercapai.. alhamdulillah
1+1=14
abang + ayang = 14/12/2007 ( tarikh kita nikah)
From Your Hubby With Love
Assalamualaikum wbt
Selamat pagi kepada sayang tercinta + baby putera abg yg soon akan keluar ke dunia ini. Abang doakan bonda dan baby selamat selalu.
Sayang apa khabar sekarang ini? Sekejap je jumpa sayang hari tu di Kuala Lumpur. Kejap sangat. Tak sempat nak lepas rindu. Pika pulak duk asyik mengacau nak masuk dalam bilik kita. Abang sebenarnya suka spend masa dengan sayang, tetapi bila something happen atau bende-bende yang mengacau kita ni timbul, abang jadi kelam-kabut dan marah. So I am sorry kalau sepanjang ayang duk kat KL hari tu dr 24th - 25th tu ada bende2 yang tak menyeronokkan berlaku.
Kita tak perlu la kenang bende2 yang tak sedap. Kita kenang bende2 yg sedap je. Seronok jgk dpt spend masa dgn syg atas kete. Sedap jgk ye bwk kete lama2 ye. Rasa nak bawa lagi la kete pegi Sg Petani. Abg rasa mcm bole la kot abg pegi sana naik bas then ambik ayg naik kete balik KL. Nnti waktu cuti sem ke atau cuti panjang skit kita kena buat mcm tu la. Abg agak2 syg akan guna kete kancil 850ezi tu dr bulan July ni sampai bulan Oktober kot. Kiranya bulan November (11), kena go back to normal la. Ayg jalan kaki2. HAHAHA. :D .. no pun intended. hehe
Tapi setahu abg ialah after bulan November tu ayg dah start cuti sem kan? So no problem la. Kiranya we can come back home naik kete la. Tapi mcm mana dgn brg2 ayg yg byk tu ye. Emmm. Ntah la. Muat kot masukkn ke dlm kete Kancil tu ye. Takpe la kita fikir bende tu lain kali aje la.
So...baby mcm mana skrg ni? Sehat tak? Duk buat ape anak abg sorang tu. Diam je ke atau duk menendang2 bonda dia. Kecian bonda dia kena tendang. Hihihi. Abg cayunk sama baby dan bondanya. Ye ntah ape la nama anak kita ni ye. Blum lg nk decide ye. Dulu2 planning nak letak nama yang start dgn huruf 'A' dan 'M' .. sempena nama kita berdua. Tapi tgk2 skrg ni mcm tak menjadi la pulak. Ntah la masa masih panjang lg. Ada byk masa lg utk kita discuss dan fikir2 kan bende ni lagi. Tetapi abg harap kita buat keputusan yg terbaik utk anak kita la. Sbb kita akan dipanggil oleh Allah bila hari akhirat nnti dengan nama yang diberikan. So perlu la pilih nama elok2 dan bukan pelik2. Then abg ada baca kat Internet jgk...perlu fikir consequences nama tersebut, cthnya waktu exam, waktu sekolah, waktu nk turunkn tandatangan (signature) atau tandatangan pendek (initial) dan dlm byk lg keadaanlah. So kita fikir2kan lagi la ye sayang.
Ok thats all for now. Nnti abg tulis lg. See you soon. Tak sabar2 nk tunggu ayg balik 14 August ni sempena cuti mid-sem. Ok love you and study smart. Keep baby kita safe. Muah (one kiss for bonda) Muah (one kiss for baby)
Yours to keep..always
Abg Mazran
Selamat pagi kepada sayang tercinta + baby putera abg yg soon akan keluar ke dunia ini. Abang doakan bonda dan baby selamat selalu.
Sayang apa khabar sekarang ini? Sekejap je jumpa sayang hari tu di Kuala Lumpur. Kejap sangat. Tak sempat nak lepas rindu. Pika pulak duk asyik mengacau nak masuk dalam bilik kita. Abang sebenarnya suka spend masa dengan sayang, tetapi bila something happen atau bende-bende yang mengacau kita ni timbul, abang jadi kelam-kabut dan marah. So I am sorry kalau sepanjang ayang duk kat KL hari tu dr 24th - 25th tu ada bende2 yang tak menyeronokkan berlaku.
Kita tak perlu la kenang bende2 yang tak sedap. Kita kenang bende2 yg sedap je. Seronok jgk dpt spend masa dgn syg atas kete. Sedap jgk ye bwk kete lama2 ye. Rasa nak bawa lagi la kete pegi Sg Petani. Abg rasa mcm bole la kot abg pegi sana naik bas then ambik ayg naik kete balik KL. Nnti waktu cuti sem ke atau cuti panjang skit kita kena buat mcm tu la. Abg agak2 syg akan guna kete kancil 850ezi tu dr bulan July ni sampai bulan Oktober kot. Kiranya bulan November (11), kena go back to normal la. Ayg jalan kaki2. HAHAHA. :D .. no pun intended. hehe
Tapi setahu abg ialah after bulan November tu ayg dah start cuti sem kan? So no problem la. Kiranya we can come back home naik kete la. Tapi mcm mana dgn brg2 ayg yg byk tu ye. Emmm. Ntah la. Muat kot masukkn ke dlm kete Kancil tu ye. Takpe la kita fikir bende tu lain kali aje la.
So...baby mcm mana skrg ni? Sehat tak? Duk buat ape anak abg sorang tu. Diam je ke atau duk menendang2 bonda dia. Kecian bonda dia kena tendang. Hihihi. Abg cayunk sama baby dan bondanya. Ye ntah ape la nama anak kita ni ye. Blum lg nk decide ye. Dulu2 planning nak letak nama yang start dgn huruf 'A' dan 'M' .. sempena nama kita berdua. Tapi tgk2 skrg ni mcm tak menjadi la pulak. Ntah la masa masih panjang lg. Ada byk masa lg utk kita discuss dan fikir2 kan bende ni lagi. Tetapi abg harap kita buat keputusan yg terbaik utk anak kita la. Sbb kita akan dipanggil oleh Allah bila hari akhirat nnti dengan nama yang diberikan. So perlu la pilih nama elok2 dan bukan pelik2. Then abg ada baca kat Internet jgk...perlu fikir consequences nama tersebut, cthnya waktu exam, waktu sekolah, waktu nk turunkn tandatangan (signature) atau tandatangan pendek (initial) dan dlm byk lg keadaanlah. So kita fikir2kan lagi la ye sayang.
Ok thats all for now. Nnti abg tulis lg. See you soon. Tak sabar2 nk tunggu ayg balik 14 August ni sempena cuti mid-sem. Ok love you and study smart. Keep baby kita safe. Muah (one kiss for bonda) Muah (one kiss for baby)
Yours to keep..always
Abg Mazran
Sunday, July 27, 2008
what happened in this weekend?
well this weekend.. i balik KL.. coz need to check up my pregnancy.. and nak cari2 tempat untuk beranak....and this is what happened mase i balik...
1) hari khamis 24 julai 2008
Sampai kat putra pukul 3.45.. mazran ( my hubby) mintak keluar awal untuk dapat ambik.. ( sangat terharu dengan apa yang dia buat).. then bila sampai.. kene pergi shah alam sbb nk antar kawan di uitm... lepas tue kami singgah di the curve.. sbb pada mulanya nk cari adultry's toys kat "I need house".. tapi kedai tu tutup pulak.. so kami pergi makan di kenny rogers... x best langsung... ayam dia mcm x fresh pun.. my husband said.. the curve punya kenny rogers.. among the worst... before balik.. my husband sempat tapau sandwich di o'brian.. sbb dia memang dah lama mengidam nak makan di o'brian.. cuma sy x nak.. sbb mahal sangat....then balik umah.. jumpa pika.. lame x nampak pika.. rindu sangat kat dia... tapi dia mcm x kenal sy jer.. muka dia pun cam masam jer... walaupun pd mulanya memang letih gile.. ingat nak balik terus tido.. tapi bila jumpa pika.. sempat main2 ngan dia.. last2 tido lambat jugak...
2) hari jumaat 25 julai 2008
my husband ambik cuti.. sbb nk temankan sy pergi buat check up.. he had been such a good husband to me all this while.. cuma sy x realized selama nie.. maybe coz pregnant nie buat sy jadi sangatlah pemarah.. x boleh silap skit.. mula rasa nak marah..
tanya2 doktor.. so inshaAllah.... 28 september nie akan induce.. hehehe.. and kami pun scan baby.. and doktor cakap "putera".. means that.. IT"S A BOY!!!!!! memang dah lame nak anak boy.. sy bg tahu kat my husband.. that sy mintak doa nk anak laki.. so boleh jadi teman kt my husband.. mcm my husband nie dia suka games ganas2.. mcm tembak2.. perang2.. so sy x suka.. so bila ada anak laki bolehlah kongsi hobbi.. my husband suka tengok wrestling.. which always make me wonder.. apelah best sangat pasal wrestling tue.. dahlah orang yang gaduh2 dalam wrestling tue semuanya berlakon.. tapi nk buat mcm mane.. memang orang laki nie mcm tue... my husband pulak.. memang x suka permainan budak2 perempuan.. seperti mainan masak2..main baby doll.. ataupun mainan yang pakai2 baju princess tue..hahahahaha.. my hubby kalay pergi toys'r'us tue.. akan pergi tengok mainan mcm lego.. mainan2 lelakilah.. never ever tengok dia stop kat mainan perempuan hahahaha... so kesimpulanya anak lelakilah...
3) hari sabtu 26 julai
kami satu family.. ( me,my hubby, pika, my mother in law and my sisters in law).. pergi KLCC.. kami makan chilis.. my husband cakap sempena hari jadi my sisters in law.. sy pun terlupa nak wish kat diaorang punya bday.. mase balik tue.. kelam kabut skit.. termasuklah.. sejak2 mengandung nie asyik letih2 aje.. kalau letak aje kepala atas katil mesti tido.. x tahulah kenape.. so x sempat nak cari hadiah.. inshaAllah after this kot..hehehe...
malam tue afiqah masuk bilik me and my husband.. my husband tengah tengok movie dlm pc.. me tengah duk check2 duit.. then pika ketuk pintu.. nk masuk.. kesian pika nk main.. x sanggup tengok dia tunggu kat luar.. mengecewakan perasaan pika.. dahlah dia tue budak kecik... budak kecik nie sensitif.. so bukaklah pintu.. x sempat2 nak tutup pintu.. pika masuk dan pergi sambar botol air yang ada dalam bilik kami.. tumpahlah air tue.. my husband terkejut dan jerit "elektrik...elektrik".. ntah ape2 ntah dia tue.. and for the first time in my life tengok dia marah pika.. biasanya dia used to be lembut dengan budak2.. tapi this time x tahulah.. maybe sbb letih kot.. so pika terkejut... kesian pika... me pun marah my husband sbb x patut dia marah pika.. pika tue kan kecik lagi... and my husband pun jadi bersalah.. dia keluar and gi tegur pika..
4) hari ahad 27 julai
pada mulanya plan adalah me and my friend yang bawak kete balik sp.. tapi pagi2 tue my husband berdegil nk ikut sbb dia cakap takut jadi ape2.. sy pun ok ajerlah.. tapi kesian kat dia..
so dia bawak kete all the way from KL to sp.. sy bawak kejap je. lepas tu my husband suruh tukar.. dia nak bawak.. kesian dia... sampai sp.. kami pergi cari bus.. tiket bus semua dah habis.. so dia terpaksa naik bus persiaran.. bus tambahan.. kesian kat dia.. memang terharu sgt tgk ape yang dia buat.. sanggup drive.. dan sanggup pulak balik ke KL.. x rehat langsung... !!!.. terima kasih abang...
1) hari khamis 24 julai 2008
Sampai kat putra pukul 3.45.. mazran ( my hubby) mintak keluar awal untuk dapat ambik.. ( sangat terharu dengan apa yang dia buat).. then bila sampai.. kene pergi shah alam sbb nk antar kawan di uitm... lepas tue kami singgah di the curve.. sbb pada mulanya nk cari adultry's toys kat "I need house".. tapi kedai tu tutup pulak.. so kami pergi makan di kenny rogers... x best langsung... ayam dia mcm x fresh pun.. my husband said.. the curve punya kenny rogers.. among the worst... before balik.. my husband sempat tapau sandwich di o'brian.. sbb dia memang dah lama mengidam nak makan di o'brian.. cuma sy x nak.. sbb mahal sangat....then balik umah.. jumpa pika.. lame x nampak pika.. rindu sangat kat dia... tapi dia mcm x kenal sy jer.. muka dia pun cam masam jer... walaupun pd mulanya memang letih gile.. ingat nak balik terus tido.. tapi bila jumpa pika.. sempat main2 ngan dia.. last2 tido lambat jugak...
2) hari jumaat 25 julai 2008
my husband ambik cuti.. sbb nk temankan sy pergi buat check up.. he had been such a good husband to me all this while.. cuma sy x realized selama nie.. maybe coz pregnant nie buat sy jadi sangatlah pemarah.. x boleh silap skit.. mula rasa nak marah..
tanya2 doktor.. so inshaAllah.... 28 september nie akan induce.. hehehe.. and kami pun scan baby.. and doktor cakap "putera".. means that.. IT"S A BOY!!!!!! memang dah lame nak anak boy.. sy bg tahu kat my husband.. that sy mintak doa nk anak laki.. so boleh jadi teman kt my husband.. mcm my husband nie dia suka games ganas2.. mcm tembak2.. perang2.. so sy x suka.. so bila ada anak laki bolehlah kongsi hobbi.. my husband suka tengok wrestling.. which always make me wonder.. apelah best sangat pasal wrestling tue.. dahlah orang yang gaduh2 dalam wrestling tue semuanya berlakon.. tapi nk buat mcm mane.. memang orang laki nie mcm tue... my husband pulak.. memang x suka permainan budak2 perempuan.. seperti mainan masak2..main baby doll.. ataupun mainan yang pakai2 baju princess tue..hahahahaha.. my hubby kalay pergi toys'r'us tue.. akan pergi tengok mainan mcm lego.. mainan2 lelakilah.. never ever tengok dia stop kat mainan perempuan hahahaha... so kesimpulanya anak lelakilah...
3) hari sabtu 26 julai
kami satu family.. ( me,my hubby, pika, my mother in law and my sisters in law).. pergi KLCC.. kami makan chilis.. my husband cakap sempena hari jadi my sisters in law.. sy pun terlupa nak wish kat diaorang punya bday.. mase balik tue.. kelam kabut skit.. termasuklah.. sejak2 mengandung nie asyik letih2 aje.. kalau letak aje kepala atas katil mesti tido.. x tahulah kenape.. so x sempat nak cari hadiah.. inshaAllah after this kot..hehehe...
malam tue afiqah masuk bilik me and my husband.. my husband tengah tengok movie dlm pc.. me tengah duk check2 duit.. then pika ketuk pintu.. nk masuk.. kesian pika nk main.. x sanggup tengok dia tunggu kat luar.. mengecewakan perasaan pika.. dahlah dia tue budak kecik... budak kecik nie sensitif.. so bukaklah pintu.. x sempat2 nak tutup pintu.. pika masuk dan pergi sambar botol air yang ada dalam bilik kami.. tumpahlah air tue.. my husband terkejut dan jerit "elektrik...elektrik".. ntah ape2 ntah dia tue.. and for the first time in my life tengok dia marah pika.. biasanya dia used to be lembut dengan budak2.. tapi this time x tahulah.. maybe sbb letih kot.. so pika terkejut... kesian pika... me pun marah my husband sbb x patut dia marah pika.. pika tue kan kecik lagi... and my husband pun jadi bersalah.. dia keluar and gi tegur pika..
4) hari ahad 27 julai
pada mulanya plan adalah me and my friend yang bawak kete balik sp.. tapi pagi2 tue my husband berdegil nk ikut sbb dia cakap takut jadi ape2.. sy pun ok ajerlah.. tapi kesian kat dia..
so dia bawak kete all the way from KL to sp.. sy bawak kejap je. lepas tu my husband suruh tukar.. dia nak bawak.. kesian dia... sampai sp.. kami pergi cari bus.. tiket bus semua dah habis.. so dia terpaksa naik bus persiaran.. bus tambahan.. kesian kat dia.. memang terharu sgt tgk ape yang dia buat.. sanggup drive.. dan sanggup pulak balik ke KL.. x rehat langsung... !!!.. terima kasih abang...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Abang miss you, sayang
Abang sayang ayang. Abang sayang ayang sangat-sangat. Abang nak tulis kat dalam blog ni jugak sebab abang sayang ayang. Kita lepas ini tak perlu pedulikanlah orang-orang lain disekeliling kita yang looking forward nak hancurkan relationship kita ini (sedangkan relationship mereka itu telah pun hancur).
Abang nak tulis posting dalam blog sayang dan abang ini untuk pertama kalinya. Abang nak beritahu yang abang sayang ayang sangat-sangat. Dan abang selalu nantikan masa bila abang dapat spend masa dengan sayang.
Tidak mengapalah sayang duduk berjauhan dengan abang di Sungai Petani. Abang rela dan reda dengan apa yang telah berlaku ini. Memang pasti ada hikmah disebalik apa yang terjadi ini. Abang sebenarnya kalau sayang nak benar-benar nak tahu, abang missed you a lot and very extra much. Abang can't wait everytime you want to come back to me. I feel scared and nervous at the same time. Scared sebab takut apa-apa terjadi kat sayang sewaktu dalam perjalanan. Nauzubillah. Dan Nervous the entire day sampai tak dapat buat kerja dipejabat sebab ternanti-nanti ketibaan sayang ke Kuala Lumpur ini.
Or ternanti-nanti bilalah abang nak balik kerja dan jumpa sayang secepat mungkin.
Abang always ingat cerita 'Click' lakonan Adam Sandler yang kita tengok sama-sama tu. Best sangat cerita tu dengan lagu 'Linger' dari Cranberries tu. Rasa nak nangis pun ada bila teringatkan cerita itu. So abang pun nak ambil la kata-kata dari cerita tu...
"Will you love me in the morning"
"Forever and ever"
Yes, abang always sayang ayang sangat-sangat. Tapi mungkin ayang tak nampak atau tak tahu. Tapi sebenarnya memang pun abang sayang ayang sangat-sangat dan abang always worried kalau sayang susah, sedih, murung, dan sebagainya la. Dan abang tak suka kalau kawan-kawan sayang ambil peluang ke atas sayang, dengan pijak kepala ayang ke; hilangkan barang sayang ke (cthnya hilang thumbdrive tapi tak nak ganti balik ke)..dan yang paling abang marah sekali ialah orang ganggu keluarga kita dan relationship kita...
Dari segi melempar fitnah terhadap rumahtangga kita atau menjaga tepi kain keluarga kita. Ada abang rasa nak debik (tumbuk) sekor-sekor yang buat bende macam tu. Thats how much I love you. Although sometimes (or most of the time) abang moody or grouchy (most probably because abang sedang mengalami kitar haid lelaki)..so abang pun tak express my feelings towards you, sayang.
Okay thats all for my blog entry for this time, sayang.
Yours to keep,
Mazran
(From My Heart With Love)
Abang nak tulis posting dalam blog sayang dan abang ini untuk pertama kalinya. Abang nak beritahu yang abang sayang ayang sangat-sangat. Dan abang selalu nantikan masa bila abang dapat spend masa dengan sayang.
Tidak mengapalah sayang duduk berjauhan dengan abang di Sungai Petani. Abang rela dan reda dengan apa yang telah berlaku ini. Memang pasti ada hikmah disebalik apa yang terjadi ini. Abang sebenarnya kalau sayang nak benar-benar nak tahu, abang missed you a lot and very extra much. Abang can't wait everytime you want to come back to me. I feel scared and nervous at the same time. Scared sebab takut apa-apa terjadi kat sayang sewaktu dalam perjalanan. Nauzubillah. Dan Nervous the entire day sampai tak dapat buat kerja dipejabat sebab ternanti-nanti ketibaan sayang ke Kuala Lumpur ini.
Or ternanti-nanti bilalah abang nak balik kerja dan jumpa sayang secepat mungkin.
Abang always ingat cerita 'Click' lakonan Adam Sandler yang kita tengok sama-sama tu. Best sangat cerita tu dengan lagu 'Linger' dari Cranberries tu. Rasa nak nangis pun ada bila teringatkan cerita itu. So abang pun nak ambil la kata-kata dari cerita tu...
"Will you love me in the morning"
"Forever and ever"
Yes, abang always sayang ayang sangat-sangat. Tapi mungkin ayang tak nampak atau tak tahu. Tapi sebenarnya memang pun abang sayang ayang sangat-sangat dan abang always worried kalau sayang susah, sedih, murung, dan sebagainya la. Dan abang tak suka kalau kawan-kawan sayang ambil peluang ke atas sayang, dengan pijak kepala ayang ke; hilangkan barang sayang ke (cthnya hilang thumbdrive tapi tak nak ganti balik ke)..dan yang paling abang marah sekali ialah orang ganggu keluarga kita dan relationship kita...
Dari segi melempar fitnah terhadap rumahtangga kita atau menjaga tepi kain keluarga kita. Ada abang rasa nak debik (tumbuk) sekor-sekor yang buat bende macam tu. Thats how much I love you. Although sometimes (or most of the time) abang moody or grouchy (most probably because abang sedang mengalami kitar haid lelaki)..so abang pun tak express my feelings towards you, sayang.
Okay thats all for my blog entry for this time, sayang.
Yours to keep,
Mazran
(From My Heart With Love)
About Me
My Name : Engku Attilla binti Engku Mohd Azhari
My Husband : Mazran bin Mohd Jaaffar
My B'day : 28 April 1988
My husband's Bday : 27 April 1978
status : Married.. ( happily in love with my husband.. we do have problems sometimes.. oh well that's what a couple is )
Oh well.. right now i'm pregnant our first kid.. InshaAllah this coming september i'm going to deliver...
How i met my husband :
well we both met in friendster and finally chatted in yahoo messenger.. after few month.. we started to get serious.. then i started to hear his voice in skype each day before i went to sleep
we were deeply in love.. we had faced a lot of obstacles in life.. and that make us more love each other.. there were never a time when i regret married him.. even i marry him at the age of 19.. ( still young age.. and do crazy thing).. but i'm happy each day i have him in my life... and i dont know how life would be like without him.. maybe i'll gone insane...
After married.. life turns a bit different for both of us.. but alhamdulillah.. there were still a times when he told me that he love me.. and missed him.. maybe he kind of person who hardly show what he felt inside.. but when he love someone.. he will do a lot of sacrifice.. hmm... we both live in his parent's house.. for money sake.. coz i'm still study and he is the one who work...
My Husband : Mazran bin Mohd Jaaffar
My B'day : 28 April 1988
My husband's Bday : 27 April 1978
status : Married.. ( happily in love with my husband.. we do have problems sometimes.. oh well that's what a couple is )
Oh well.. right now i'm pregnant our first kid.. InshaAllah this coming september i'm going to deliver...
How i met my husband :
well we both met in friendster and finally chatted in yahoo messenger.. after few month.. we started to get serious.. then i started to hear his voice in skype each day before i went to sleep
we were deeply in love.. we had faced a lot of obstacles in life.. and that make us more love each other.. there were never a time when i regret married him.. even i marry him at the age of 19.. ( still young age.. and do crazy thing).. but i'm happy each day i have him in my life... and i dont know how life would be like without him.. maybe i'll gone insane...
After married.. life turns a bit different for both of us.. but alhamdulillah.. there were still a times when he told me that he love me.. and missed him.. maybe he kind of person who hardly show what he felt inside.. but when he love someone.. he will do a lot of sacrifice.. hmm... we both live in his parent's house.. for money sake.. coz i'm still study and he is the one who work...
Hello
Hello... this is my first post
i used to have a different blog before.. but for some reason i have to delete my lovely blog.. and start a new one.. with a different address..
This evening i've a phone call from my husband.. he said someone had read my problems.. and told my problems to someone else.. and people had different perception about me... oh well i have to admit that everyone is not perfect.. and we do have our own weakness.. and my major weakness is i cant bear what i felt inside.. and trust me i cant control my anger...
Before my husband marry me.. he already aware of my behavior.. he know what kind of person i am.. and he still want to marry me.. but people's around dont.. so that's why other people shouldnt get involve in someone's relationship if you dont even know about the spouse.. ..
so after heard the news.. i deleted all of my account and start a new one... with a new hope.... i dont mind people wanna read my blog.. oh well that's why i put it public.. you dont know.. you can judge from my writting.. but that doesnt show who i really am..
People's life is always ups and down.. so do mine..so there were time when i wrote about my happiness.. and there were time when i wrote about my sadness.. but whatever it is.. that is my life... does it wrong if i just wanna share a piece of my life.. i'm sorry my life might not as bored as yours.. so deal with it..
alhamdulillah.. those blog issues that had arised in my relationship.. had make me and my husband became more close and romantic to each other.. there were times when i asked to my make my step away.. but then.. after 7 months of married.. today he confessed to me that he do really love me.. like the way he said when we both was a couple..
so that's all.. hope you enjoy read my blog
i used to have a different blog before.. but for some reason i have to delete my lovely blog.. and start a new one.. with a different address..
This evening i've a phone call from my husband.. he said someone had read my problems.. and told my problems to someone else.. and people had different perception about me... oh well i have to admit that everyone is not perfect.. and we do have our own weakness.. and my major weakness is i cant bear what i felt inside.. and trust me i cant control my anger...
Before my husband marry me.. he already aware of my behavior.. he know what kind of person i am.. and he still want to marry me.. but people's around dont.. so that's why other people shouldnt get involve in someone's relationship if you dont even know about the spouse.. ..
so after heard the news.. i deleted all of my account and start a new one... with a new hope.... i dont mind people wanna read my blog.. oh well that's why i put it public.. you dont know.. you can judge from my writting.. but that doesnt show who i really am..
People's life is always ups and down.. so do mine..so there were time when i wrote about my happiness.. and there were time when i wrote about my sadness.. but whatever it is.. that is my life... does it wrong if i just wanna share a piece of my life.. i'm sorry my life might not as bored as yours.. so deal with it..
alhamdulillah.. those blog issues that had arised in my relationship.. had make me and my husband became more close and romantic to each other.. there were times when i asked to my make my step away.. but then.. after 7 months of married.. today he confessed to me that he do really love me.. like the way he said when we both was a couple..
so that's all.. hope you enjoy read my blog
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