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Hello... this is my first post

i used to have a different blog before.. but for some reason i have to delete my lovely blog.. and start a new one.. with a different address..

This evening i've a phone call from my husband.. he said someone had read my problems.. and told my problems to someone else.. and people had different perception about me... oh well i have to admit that everyone is not perfect.. and we do have our own weakness.. and my major weakness is i cant bear what i felt inside.. and trust me i cant control my anger...

Before my husband marry me.. he already aware of my behavior.. he know what kind of person i am.. and he still want to marry me.. but people's around dont.. so that's why other people shouldnt get involve in someone's relationship if you dont even know about the spouse.. ..

so after heard the news.. i deleted all of my account and start a new one... with a new hope.... i dont mind people wanna read my blog.. oh well that's why i put it public.. you dont know.. you can judge from my writting.. but that doesnt show who i really am..

People's life is always ups and down.. so do mine..so there were time when i wrote about my happiness.. and there were time when i wrote about my sadness.. but whatever it is.. that is my life... does it wrong if i just wanna share a piece of my life.. i'm sorry my life might not as bored as yours.. so deal with it..

alhamdulillah.. those blog issues that had arised in my relationship.. had make me and my husband became more close and romantic to each other.. there were times when i asked to my make my step away.. but then.. after 7 months of married.. today he confessed to me that he do really love me.. like the way he said when we both was a couple..

so that's all.. hope you enjoy read my blog